“中考”的喧囂已然過(guò)去，可心內(nèi)卻總還有余音，反復(fù)叩問(wèn)著：為何這獨(dú)木橋一年比一年令人難以喘息？孩子向來(lái)踏實(shí)，成績(jī)也如踏實(shí)階梯步步登高。因此，我們懷著滿(mǎn)腹信任，在分配生一欄填上了心儀的重高，仿佛那名字已有了溫度；即便分配生落空，裸考總歸是穩(wěn)當(dāng)?shù)耐寺贰@般盤(pán)算下來(lái)，竟以為萬(wàn)無(wú)一失了。分配生填報(bào)時(shí)覺(jué)得填報(bào)的很好！

分?jǐn)?shù)揭曉那日，竟比往年心儀重高的門(mén)檻還高出了幾分。孩子眼里的光驟然點(diǎn)亮，笑意在臉上漾開(kāi)，雀躍之聲幾乎掀動(dòng)了屋頂：“媽?zhuān)憧矗　蔽易匀灰搽S他一同歡喜，心內(nèi)那塊懸石仿佛被這分?jǐn)?shù)穩(wěn)穩(wěn)接住，安然落地。揭曉六百多的高分怎能不興奮！

到了揭榜那日，他端坐電腦前，手指微顫，點(diǎn)開(kāi)了那扇決定命運(yùn)的窗口。屏幕驟然亮起，“未錄取”三個(gè)字，冰冷地刺入眼簾。他猛地抬頭，聲音里夾雜著驚愕與質(zhì)問(wèn)：“媽?zhuān)@‘未錄取’……是什么意思？”我心頭驟然一緊，忙不迭安慰道：“怕是電腦還未來(lái)得及更新……”話(huà)音未落，他焦躁地打斷：“您說(shuō)什么呀！”那語(yǔ)氣像被無(wú)形的手扼住喉嚨，透不過(guò)氣來(lái)。我急忙向老師求證，才知這次竟有不少優(yōu)秀的孩子一同滑落，如一群被風(fēng)意外吹散的雁。失望，像一盆涼水，從頭頂澆下，寒徹心扉——我只能強(qiáng)咽下這事實(shí)，又將目光投向第一批次招生，心在煎熬的油鍋里反復(fù)翻騰。

七月五日，我坐在休息室里，心卻全然系在手機(jī)直播上，只盼著六日的秒針能撥快些。

到了那期待又畏懼的六號(hào)，母子倆哪也沒(méi)去，只守著家徒四壁的安靜。時(shí)間仿佛被黏稠的蜜糖裹住了腳，走得遲緩沉重。為了驅(qū)趕這難熬的寂靜，我提議：“咱們包餃子吧！”他默默搟著面皮，我低頭填餡，空氣里只有面團(tuán)被按壓、餡料被包裹的細(xì)微聲響——那面皮搟得薄而均勻，卻似乎承載了太多無(wú)聲的沉重。餃子包完，他起身走向電腦，點(diǎn)開(kāi)界面。沒(méi)有預(yù)想中的歡呼雀躍，他只是平靜地轉(zhuǎn)過(guò)身，證實(shí)了我從直播里艱難捕捉的推測(cè)：“媽?zhuān)€真是你說(shuō)的那個(gè)學(xué)校。”聲音里揉不進(jìn)半點(diǎn)興奮，只有一種塵埃落定后的空曠。我忙迎上去：“這也很好啊！”聲音竭力撐起歡喜的調(diào)子，仿佛要將那“很好”二字，重重地烙印在彼此心坎上，好覆蓋住那巨大的失落。如其在煎熬中等待，不如在做事中安逸！

如今，我們已然接受這同樣不錯(cuò)的歸宿，決心珍視此刻擁有。然而，心中那團(tuán)不甘的火焰，終究還未被澆熄——為何這一屆莘莘學(xué)子，分明考出如此傲人的分?jǐn)?shù)，卻依然叩不開(kāi)夢(mèng)寐學(xué)府的門(mén)扉？分配生制度，難道竟將多年寒窗苦讀的成果，輕飄飄托付給了莫測(cè)的運(yùn)氣？更令人心悸的是，那分?jǐn)?shù)線(xiàn)竟如脫韁野馬般一路狂飆，無(wú)情地昭示：孩子們仿佛只有無(wú)限趨近于滿(mǎn)分，才配得上一個(gè)“好”字。

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他伏案的身影又被燈光刻在墻上，輪廓分明卻帶著某種沉默的韌勁。我們僥幸穿過(guò)了這窄門(mén)，可門(mén)后那條名為“好”的路，究竟通向怎樣無(wú)法預(yù)測(cè)的風(fēng)景？那燈光下伏案的背影，是上一場(chǎng)戰(zhàn)役的幸存者，也是下一場(chǎng)分班考未知旅途的跋涉者——分?jǐn)?shù)線(xiàn)的潮水暫時(shí)退去，從此迎接高中的心之所向！