凌晨一點(diǎn),電腦屏幕亮著,文檔只寫了三行。光標(biāo)在最后一個(gè)字后面一閃一閃的,像在催我快點(diǎn)寫。可我已經(jīng)盯著它發(fā)了十分鐘的呆。不是寫不出來,是不想寫。這個(gè)夜非熬不可,這個(gè)工非趕不可,可注意力就是聚不起來。
窗外傳來滴答聲。一下一下的,不急不慢,像是有人在拿手指輕輕敲著什么。是空調(diào)外機(jī)在滴水。樓上的空調(diào)開了整夜,冷凝水從排水管里一滴一滴地掉下來,砸在樓下遮陽棚的鐵皮上。滴——答——滴——答——節(jié)奏很穩(wěn),像一首簡(jiǎn)單的打擊樂。
夏天也睡不著。它躺在窗外,聽著自己的滴水聲發(fā)呆。空調(diào)外機(jī)是夏天的心跳,滴答滴答,每一聲都在說:我還在這里,我還沒有走。夏天失眠的時(shí)候,就數(shù)自己的心跳。一滴,兩滴,三滴。它數(shù)到一百的時(shí)候,我還在對(duì)著屏幕發(fā)呆。它數(shù)到五百的時(shí)候,我刪掉了一行又重新打了一行。它數(shù)到一千的時(shí)候,我終于寫完了最后一行字。
關(guān)了燈,躺在床上。滴水聲還在,滴答滴答。夏天還沒睡,它還在數(shù)。我閉上眼睛,跟著它一起數(shù)。滴答——滴——答——數(shù)到不知道多少的時(shí)候,我睡著了。
夏天還在數(shù)。它替我數(shù)完了剩下的夜晚。
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